Friday, September 26, 2008

Why am i so naive ??

Hello people! today was a boring day. stayed at home till about 3plus then met xxxx at compass point with xxxxxxx, xxxxxx and xxxx xxxx. Is fun bringing them out, but tiring at the same time. Haha. This doesnt waiver my decision on having kids! =)
*many people used weird expression to look at me. haha! coz i am like bringing out two little indian kids!

Why must he treat me like i am not as important to him anymore? Shouldnt have followed them to clementi just now. I wasnt even welcomed at all. Sigh. =( If you dont want to meet, just tell me straight. Every since he go clementi camp, time spent together was lesser as by the time he is back, is already about 7pm. He will bathe, then hav dinner at his house (which is most of the time) or go out to eat, about 10plus, he wants to rest already. This routine has been like that the pass few days. It sux though. Hate it. All the cares is always about his family. Yes, i am jealous, you can say that. Sigh. What to do, no matter what, family comes first what.
*perhaps we will not be together in the future afterall. Guess i was pinning too high hopes.



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