Why am i so naive ??

Hello people! today was a boring day. stayed at home till about 3plus then met xxxx at compass point with xxxxxxx, xxxxxx and xxxx xxxx. Is fun bringing them out, but tiring at the same time. Haha. This doesnt waiver my decision on having kids! =)
*many people used weird expression to look at me. haha! coz i am like bringing out two little indian kids!

Why must he treat me like i am not as important to him anymore? Shouldnt have followed them to clementi just now. I wasnt even welcomed at all. Sigh. =( If you dont want to meet, just tell me straight. Every since he go clementi camp, time spent together was lesser as by the time he is back, is already about 7pm. He will bathe, then hav dinner at his house (which is most of the time) or go out to eat, about 10plus, he wants to rest already. This routine has been like that the pass few days. It sux though. Hate it. All the cares is always about his family. Yes, i am jealous, you can say that. Sigh. What to do, no matter what, family comes first what.
*perhaps we will not be together in the future afterall. Guess i was pinning too high hopes.

FIRST POST!!!!

This is my first ever post, guess i will be blogging privately. I think is really true that in blogs, you can really express your feelings well. Can blog what you want and not bother about what people says. So i think i shall do the same too. I have lots of stuffs running through my mind. I really wish to have a listening ear so that i can pour all my sorrows to the person. But it just seemed that i cant really find a person to talk to at times. So for now, just leave me alone.

24th September 2008 will mark the first ever entry that i typed!